School just started and that means no more working..which also means i cant see my love for almost the whole year..it feels like a part of my heart is being ripped out of me..im so not happy now..try being in my possition..after being able to see the person you love almost everyday for almost two months..its like now you have to see that person everyday..it becomes a need for you..and then before you know it..you're counting down the last few days you will be able to see each other..and then those days end..and its back to school and not being able to see her..and for all you know..it might be for the whole year..Alot of shit can happen when you cant see the person you love for a year..its almost like a long distance relationship..just without the distance(so close but yet so far)..i just really hope we can still see each other from time to time..and maybe have a few outings together..its only been one day since i've last seen her and i already cant stop looking at her picture..the girls of my dreams can only be seen and heard..i cant feel her,smell her sweet scent or taste her lips..this is a bitch!!!all i want to do now is stare at her picture till my eyes eventually close and i eventually fall asleep..missing her and wishing to see her soon..wow..who said expressing feeling is hard for a guy..just get a blog..
Owh and i got some info that ppl actually know i have a blog..and a few ppl are reading it..leave some comments yeA?be my first..
Thanks for reading guys..nitez..missing you!!!
Monday, January 4, 2010
Friday, January 1, 2010
HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!!!
last night was a night to remember as we brought in the new year and said goodbye to the ups and downs of 2009..my baby panda and i went to check-in at travillion with some frens for the countdown celebration..although i promised my baby panda that i wasnt going to drink..we both did..but she only had half a bottle.. but she turned really red though(she's so cutee!!!)..lol..i on the other hand had more than i should've..but i was alright for most of the night..we had 1 table and one box of beer..what were we suppose to do?waste it?lol..i think i had around 7 bottles..but i was alright..no one brought a bottle openner and so we had to wait for the girl to come and open the bottles for us everytime we took up a new bottle..but i just used what god gave me..MY GIGI..everyone was a little sakai when i did it..lol..the place was packed..and the atmosphere was loud..i could tell that my dear kai xuan was not liking it..lol..steph tipped 2 bottles and it got all over my baby panda..and i had to go and get some tissue to wipe it off my sweet heart..and then i tipped another one and it got all over me and adrian and my sweet heart had to wipe it off me..it was all accidental..i assure you..lol..after the drinks we had to go out for a while cuz we got news that the police were going to raid the place..so we took the rest of the alcohol and went to a coffee shop near-by..i think i had more fun there than in the club..lol..took some pictures with frens and with my dear dear..hehe..as you can see in the pictures..i was quite red..lol..and now..there's only 3 days left till school re-opens..i dont want this holiday to end!!!his was the best holiday ever..mostly because i got the love of my life to spend it with..well..wat can we do..school is school..and this year we all need to strive hard to achieve flying colours for our SPM results..3 hours of studying a day..i hope thats enough..1 subject a day till i finish the form 5 silibus and start revising form 4 again..i really hope this plan is enough..well happy new year guys..we had our fun for this holiday..and now its time to work..happy new year guys..
